A Paper that Decides your Future

                 
                         When you're a kid, I'm sure your parents will tell you to stop playing around and start studying for your final exams. Even though those exams isn't really your "final" exams, they would tell you that it'll be beneficial for your future. And now with my PMR results is just meant to be placed in a file where it's left untouched for more than 2 years already.

                         With my upcoming SPM results which I'll be claiming it tomorrow, it makes me wonder where did I put my UPSR results 5 years ago... (it's lost).

                          Tomorrow is basically the day where I'll exist to 2 planes based on the physics concept of "schrodinger's cat" where I'll be happy at the same time feeling despair. In other words, in one scenario I'll be jumping up and down with joy knowing that I've passed my SPM exams while on the other scenario would be me crying like a little bitch for failing my BM subject... I have no one to blame but me for wasting 2 years of my life on nothing but anime and games.

                           It really makes me wonder that if were to fail my SPM, why would I bother coming back to Jerantut, Pahang spending more than RM40 just for the trip. All for the sake of taking a piece of paper that will my give me different reactions based on how I looked at my grades. I mean I could have just stayed at home and use the computer to check my SPM results online without moving an inch of muscle to go anywhere. The results are literally at the tip of my fingers by tomorrow and yet I wasted the whole day taking different types of public transportation just to reach back here which is quite exhausting if you think about it -.-

                             Either way, I'm nervous and I know that time won't wait for me to calm the fuck down. Even if i do get good grades, I'm still going to cry in a happy way. But one way or the other, I'm still going to have tears flowing out of my eyes when the moment I see my SPM results. Of all the time I wasted just for this moment, funny that it ends up causing me to cry even though I never really cared about my future when I was still young. sigh, I guess times change. For all SPM leavers out there taking their results tomorrow, I wish you all good luck on your grades :)

Speeding up

                   
              I could not sleep at the moment.... it is currently 2a.m. and I can't seem to get my mind off of how fast my life is going. Chinese New Year 2015 just ended in a flash and with all the "ang pao" (red packets) I've gathered, I was finally able to register my phone into post-paid with free mobile data in it.

               My company, Cardfight vanguard stuff (https://www.facebook.com/cardfightvanguardstuff) have decided to invest some of our budget money on anime badges which we will be making a sales out of them on an upcoming anime event. We also did invest on some "ninderoid' (mini "chibi" figures) and make a CNY sale out of it. oh and a monitor for some reason...... I do not know how much I've spent just on investing on these things. But after sitting down and calculating some numbers, I just realized I spent a total of more than RM500 just on making new plans of investment. So far going well. I did get some supporting funds from our partners: Anime Access (facebook.com/animeaccess1863). So thanks' to that and the money that I've received on Chinese New Year, I was able to make a legitimate investment on continuing my business online.

                    As my online business grows, so was my curiosity on my SPM results. I bought a bus ticket preparing to return to Jerantut, Pahang next Monday, 2/3/2015 just to claim my results on the day after that. It really does get me in a panic mode thinking a lot about whether should I contribute more time for my online business or continue aiming for my studies at Taylor's College. It really does get me to wonder how long does it takes for me to actually feel hard work in a real career.

                    We did discuss with the Anime Access group that we will eventually go on a business trip to Japan to invest more of it's anime products over there. So here's hopes to that we could achieve this business trip by the end of 2016.

Our Perspectives are Completely Different

                   Well I got nothing to do at the moment. Just finished packing my bags for tomorrows' trip back to my hometown celebrating Chinese New Year 2015 and with all the things packed, I decided to just watch something interesting on Youtube. Surprisingly, this is what I found out from the Malaysia channel:

                       In all the world that has terrorist in it, this ought to be the most idiotic ones that I've seen so far (it's in malay, so I'll explain about it for those who don't understand what they're saying.) The video started out with those 4 idiots claiming that our country's judicial system is very corrupted and they're planning to throw those explosive looking-Molotov cocktails to all courts across Malaysia this coming Thursday night, 18/2/2015 at 11.30pm... At that point, my brain was focused on (wow, that looks like a normal flag with no scramblings on it... I mean since you guys wanted to be terrorist, I would have thought you guys would at least make your so-called "liberation flag"??? I don't know.... maybe "conteng" a little????) and as the video continues. They explained that because of the "misuse" democracy caused them to form this resistance and that these actions was a way to protest against the country's judiciary.

                           While watching that part, my mind started wondering (hey didn't most terrorist hold weapons or a person hostage while making a protest video out of it??? then why is that red masked guy holding a picture of an actress, Nora Danish for the whole video??? Is she a target??? Was she a girl you liked but never get to know her???) whatever the reasons, I was already laughing out loud when that happened. I mean, why would you hold a picture of an actress??? (Are you a fan or something??? or was she a hostage??? if that's the case, than show the real her to the camera to prove that you have a hostage. Because you looked really stupid while holding a picture of an actress while protesting against a country's democracy, we literally could not concentrate on what are your aims because of that picture.)

                            By the end of the video, They spelled out F.U.C.K. to the democracy (they didn't state WHICH democracy, so I'm just going to assume that you hate ALL democracies around the world...) And in their description, they welcomed all youth to join them in their plans..... (really, you want teenagers to help you with your terrorist acts??? because I think most terrorist would be adults and having teenagers as recruits for terrorism are one of the stupidest ideas that I've ever heard of.) Sure, some country has young kids training on how to use guns to become terrorist but come on dudes. Not in Malaysia -.-

                          Of course the police was informed about this and they're taking actions for precaution if these idiots were real. I mean, can you really take them seriously after that video??? (Yeah sure, I guess I can admit that the Malaysia democracy system is a little broken. But you don't change it by bombing courts all over the country. What are you, 12 year old's??? For god's sake, you're humiliating yourself just by posting that video on YOUTUBE!!!) And of all days they could have picked, they decided to do it on Chinese New Year's Eve -.- (REALLY??? so I'm gonna assume that you guys hated Chinese right??? because maybe you could have done it on 17th of February???..... just saying).

                         I mean damn, those guys have no idea how ridiculous their actions were on camera. Most of the comments below the video were stating they are indeed idiots. (sure you guys may looked like "badass" posting that video online. But from our perspective, you're an embarrassment to not just the society but to other REAL terrorist. Forget the police hunting you down, I'm thinking that some other terrorist will hunt you first because your protest is just literally a laughing stock around the world.)

                          I wondered how long does it take for those guys to figure out how stupid they were on camera...

Friday 13th Birthday

                  It has been spread from history that Friday 13th are always known as the unlucky day or bad luck day (whatever you prefer). Of course, that's just a rumor to allow people to jinxed bad luck on other people.

                  I never thought I would just laugh out loudly over a rumor like this until it happened to me....on my birthday.... I was looking forward to going outside unlocking a lot of life achievements (open a personal bank account, get an ATM card, upgrade my prepaid phone into monthly payment package which includes mobile data and blah blah blah, you already know what 18 year old's can do). Just suddenly when I woke up this morning (around 6a.m.), I get the urge to vomit and immediately rushed downstairs puking out acidic liquid (WTF, I would have thought it was undigested food???). After my mouth was full of acidic liquids, I washed up and went back upstairs to continue sleeping.
Not long around an hour, my stomach was in so much pain and I just realized I had diarrhea when the moment I squat down on the toilet bowl.

                  At this point, I find it hard to believe this is happening to me on my special day. I continuously vomiting for the whole morning until I decided to go out to a pharmacy to buy some pills. Not even more than half the journey, I was already feeling dizzy and drowsy like all my energy were gone. I kept on walking until I reached the pharmacy and when the moment I exit the store with my pills. I knew I would not be able to make it back home with such little strength in my body.

                   I decided to take taxi which cost me RM20 (god, that cost just killed my wallet) due to traffic jams at that particular hour -.- When I reached home after having a light lunch, took my pills and I decided to sleep. But I got disturbed over notifications on my friends who kept wishing me happy birthday on my wall. (Thanks for the wishes, but I was really sick). diarrhea continued in my stomach every hour or less. And this keeps on happening until now when I took my pills the second time then it stops. But this whole day, I basically didn't unlock a single life achievement :( which got me thinking that is this really an unlucky day for me.

                     God I wish this never happens again in my life and hoped that my birthday doesn't occur on another Friday 13th. It was suppose to be a day filled with happiness and wishful thinking which turned out to be a misery and suffering-.-

                 

I Met a Girl

                 It's probably been a week before I've even mentioned it because I just wanted to confirm  it. After close inspection on my heart, I am fully aware that I've met someone I like (love). Her name is Sonya (not gonna give full name).

                 It wasn't love at first sight or any of that bullshit love nonsense people talked about in love stories. It was just a sudden realization that she and I have almost everything in common. To get started, I met her on the 31/1/2015 (last day of January XD) as you all know that I was planning to watch "Naruto: The Last Movie" in GSC Cinemas at Mid-Valley which was mentioned in my previous post. I bought a 3.40pm ticket which was very late considered that I arrived at around 10a.m. (again, it was mentioned in my previous post). With an extra 5 hours to spare doing nothing, it was within that 5 hours that changed my life when I met her in Star Game Station (a game shop).

                  After spending some time loitering around the shopping complex, I decided to head there just to play some 'cardfight vanguard'. It was pretty crowded so I just randomly sit in a place around the corner and starter asking people to play with me. And then she appeared..... Turns out she was a beginner getting started to play 'cardfight vanguard' with a "Royal Paladins" legion trial deck (the same first clan I used when I started playing 'cardfight vanguard'). With all the game mechanics, she wanted to know more and asked me if I could play with her while explaining all the skills of the cards (it was an English version trial deck, so I don't see how she has any problems remembering all the card skills).

                    Since I don't want to be so harsh on telling her to read it by herself, I just reminded her a card's skill every time she uses a card. Eventually she gets the hang of how the game mechanic works but I still beat her since I can counter her easily, already knowing what she's going to do.

                     After our game, I simply asked her what got her interested in 'cardfight vanguard' and turns out she loves it from the anime (she's an anime lover 0.0). Who knew??? Then I started asking her a little personnel stuff about what's her hobby, name, phone number and helped her get better at playing 'cardfight vanguard'. When she was about to leave, we decided to exchange 'Facebook' names and I just continued playing 'cardfight vanguard' until around the when the movie was about to start.

                      As the following night when I added her to my 'Facebook'. After seeing her profile (HOLY SHIT!!!!!!)  She loves Naruto and she went to Mid-valley was also the same reason to watch "The Last Movie" ( With an earlier show time ticket -.-, that explains why she left earlier). She cosplayed as Naruto's mother during Comic Fiesta 2015!!! and damn, she definitely loves anime a lot. The following days, sometimes she would message me on Facebook asking me more questions on 'cardfight vanguard' stuff and I'd happily answered her.

                       Up to this point that when I realized that I really enjoyed chatting with her knowing that she loves anime. I've decided that I'm going to confess my feelings for her one day... For the time being, I'm just going to ask some of my friends whom already has a girl friend for advice on how this confession thing works. Wish me luck :)

Partnership

               
                  In all types of business company no matter how big or how small it is, they always have support, sponsors and partnerships with other companies. That's how they can stabilize their dealing and tradings throughout different places. Basically, they find a helping hand to aid them in expanding their business in exchange by sharing some benefits with them. Both party will gain benefits once an agreement has come to terms and this will open up new ideas in making your sales successful in a shorter amount of time.

                    And that is what I've achieved these past few days. Cardfight Vanguard Stuff ( https://www.facebook.com/cardfightvanguardstuff ) has signed an agreement to a partnership with Anime Access ( https://www.facebook.com/animeaccess1863 ). and this allows us to do stock exchanges, advertisement on both parties and sharing booths in anime events such as 'C2 AGE'. It's also to help improve other key aspects of our anime life from other people's opinion.

                    In other words, they can be helpful in making our business grow and expand in the future and the more the merrier. I do planned on at least invite 5-8 community groups for a joint partnership. Currently, one down...... 4 more to go...... But with that said, Finding a cooperative business partner is not easy. Some are just too popular which made us being ignored since we're counted as a minority in this community. Nevertheless, I'll slowly try my best to find other business page to form a cooperative relationship as time slowly pass by.

                     Off to another topic, I've just watched a movie called "The Interview" and it was hilarious and at the same time 18 years and above. It didn't get screened in Malaysia cinemas because apparently, we're afraid that we might offend the north Koreans just by watching that movie -_- sigh. Either way, the power of Google solves everything in which i just downloaded the whole movie in HD!!! and enjoyed it myself tonight as it screened it on my laptop. Cheers to all and hope you guys got a great weekend.

Naruto: Is it the Last???

                                           Warning: spoiler alert in the movie. get ready!!!!  
                 
                   Few hours ago, I just watched Naruto: The Last Movie and it was the best AND the last movie for the Naruto franchise. The manga has already ended and the anime is just stalling a little bit more. But at some point, Masashi Kishimoto has to retire someday. I can say that it has been 13 years when the franchise started and it has made a lot of fans and community alike to get this far. And after watching "The Last Movie"....
                 

                   It was worth all along to wake up 8a.m. in the morning, take a 40 minutes train ride which I arrived at around 9.40a.m. Line up at around 10a.m. in a VERY long queue and bought a god damn 3.40p.m. showtime ticket (it was fully booked and I was the third-last person to bought it). and wasted more than 5 hours of my life loitering around the shopping complex (discovered some weird places).... And it was all for the sake of sitting down in a large hall watching the last naruto animated movie and was it really worth it???

                                            Yes, yes it was... Why because: (SPOILER ALERT!!!)
 1. Story plot was AWESOME because it shows some romance, comedy and epic battles.
2. Theme song was well played out (you can hear it on the trailer).
3. Sasuke was so AWESOME in this scene: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p7xVLUOI88U
                                                       here's the subtitle:
                   Kakashi: you're???
                   Sasuke: when he's(naruto) not around, I will protect this village at all cost!!!
                   Kakashi: Sasuke!?
                   Gai: What just happened???
4. The antagonist kept prompting that Naruto will never lay a punch on him and by the end of it, got        an epic punch right in the face XD!!!
5. Hinata finally gets what she deserves (I mean she had a crush on Naruto ever since the series               started, so yeah. If Naruto doesn't love her back, gonna do a chidori right in his face) lol
6. Bolt and Hiwamari was shown at the end of the closing scene.
7. You'll feel refreshed after watching this movie. Like everything was "NEW", even though the             movie was the "LAST". XD

                    And that is why you should get out of your house and find the closest GSC cinema to watch this god damn movie because (how often are anime movies played in cinemas aside from "K" The Missing Kings -.-).

                   With all that, my "January" life has ended (wow, that was fast). It was awesome but it also has its' down side. By the end of the month, you'll still feel happy that at least you FINALLY WATCH A GOD DAMN ANIME MOVIE and IT WAS NARUTO!!!!