It's finally over!!! my SPM is all done. 12 years of education and now it's finally finish. not sure whether should i be happy for finishing my education or sad the fact that i'll never get to study again... although i'm done with high school, there are still considerations being made to see whether will i want to go to college or not. not sure would i want to speed up my career or study a little further before exposing myself to society... at the moment, i planned on getting a part-time job and stay home most the playing video games for the whole december 2014 until comic fiesta.
Right now i am only playing 2 games (LOL: league of legends and dragonnest). Feel free if u wanna add me (LOL:tylerkiller and dragonnest:PROdigyXXX). i will be moving back to KL selangor soon since my hometown is there and after spending finishing school here, i got no reason to continue staying. i'm not sure what has changed in subang jaya while i'm away but i heard rumors that LRT station is being built there for easier transportation around the KL area. But since i already got a license and a car, i doubt i would be needing to go places through a train. petrol fees are killing me though :( nevertheless, since i rarely go out to places. i doubt i'll be using much fuel for the car.
A lot will definitely change that's for sure. i won't juz be a normal schoolboy anymore and new things will occur to my life from this point on(hopefully not drugs or smoke). the important thing is that we mustn't regret the decisions we made. on every challenge we faced in life, in our heads we always have that small little 'thing'(conscious) that tried to tell us which is the correct decision. ultimately, we're the ones who decides and picks it. either way, sometimes the decisions we choose may not be the way as we planned out to be. by now i'm sure u all know that EVERY SINGLE decisions has it's ups' and down side. if u were to choose between decision A and decision B, either decision will get u to ur goal but both has its 'good' side and 'bad' side, so what's the difference , why not we juz choose it randomly since both of them will give us the 'bad' side? it's quite simple really, we simply choose the decision that has the LEAST 'bad' effects on it. it is true that since either decision will cause some regrets it our heart. after choosing and living with the decisions we have picked, sooner or later we would start thinking "What happens if i had picked the other choice, everything would have changed if i had just picked that choice. Why didn't i picked it when i had the chance??? it was in my grasp and yet i choose this instead of that".
i'll be clear to u all that u won't get a better result if u choose another decision over the current one that u had picked. regretting it would juz be wasting ur time because u're pausing ur lifespan as u feel guilty over the course of the events that had happened. the best way to counter it is to continue with what u had planned to do and start all over from scratch while avoiding the same mistakes the next time u encounter the same scenario again. because u're always close to the door of ur goal. if u regret the decisions u've made, u'll be turning away from it.
With all that in mind, Always keep moving forward without fear. don't be afraid of the obstacles(decisions) when u face them. calm down and handle it with ur best moves. either planned out an strategic infiltration with ur knights or handle it slowly with ur small pawns(chess references)XD. anyhow, that's all for now. i'll be going on ahead and try my best to live my life to my fullest extension. i give u all the same blessings on continuing moving forward, GL HF :)
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