Don't Forget Who you are

                 
                      I just realized that the world we lived in is cruel. Everything is systematic and no mercy is spared to anyone. Up until now, this world should have made me lose my sanity and resulted in me committing suicide. And yet here I am, still alive and healthy as always with a bright future ahead of me which will be awesome. Somehow I feel as if none of this nonsense would ever pop up in my head as I continue to live my life peacefully. You never knew something that is so good and real could be corrupted and infested so easily without much effort.

                      It took me exactly 17 years and 10 months for me to realize that a persons' sorrow can never be reviewed unless he/she gives you the permission to see it. When the moment you experienced it. You would actually felt relieved that you are not alone in this crazy world, but you might also felt sad due to the pain that that person was suffering. After knowing this, you might feel a void in your soul building up slowly. You had no idea how much pain a person could endure mentally until you have compared it with your own pain and make an approximation about it.

                      In order to stop the pain that one is enduring, one must keep a strong will of sanity in his/her mind. Here's the hard part, there are millions' of ways to prevent losing your mind but choosing it is very confusing. An incorrect cure could result in becoming insane, addiction to drugs or even committing suicide. If you forgot who you were or simply discarded the old you in order to gain a new personality, you will suffer the 'side effects' of the new version of you. Friends that you trusted the most and are dear to you could only help you SLOW IT DOWN, nothing more, nothing less. But 'true friends' are mostly the recommended cure in stopping your sanity from losing grip from your soul.

                       People like these will always be encountered everyday in your life until you passed away. If you could someone still keep your sanity after living on this type of world then I'll say one thing :  Congratulations on NOT losing your sanity up until now. There are plenty of people out there that has their sanity lost/stolen. Even if the worst case scenario were to occur, You must and should always find a way to solve. If the cure is incorrect, then do it again and again..... and again. All the way until you get it right. Because nothing will happen if nothing is changed. So a word of advice for you all, try harder until you've got it.